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A week ago yesterday, I picked up my new car, a 2013 red Chevy Malibu.  Sad to say, it just seems like an end of an era in my life.  In the 16 years I’ve had my driver’s license, I’ve owned and driven two Pontiacs – a 1989 red Grand Prix and a silver 2002 Grand Prix.  That’s it.  I tend to hang on to cars.  I don’t think I exaggerate when I say that I believe my 1989 Grand Prix saved my life.

July 24, 2002 I was in a bad car accident in Austin, Texas.  I was driving on highway 290 on my way to work at Applied Materials.  I was almost to work when a big white moving truck made a left-hand turn in front of me; I had the green light and was traveling 55 MPH.  The other driver did not see me.  I slammed on the brakes so hard I broke my big toe and fractured the metatarsal.  I was lucky.  Most of the front end of my car ended up under the side of the truck.  I hate to think of the possible fate of any front-seat passenger I may have had.  Fortunately the only other injuries I had from the crash was a bad cut behind my ear from the molding on my driver’s side door and a small cut on my knee.  Despite not having airbags, I did not get bombarded with glass from the windshield.  Fortunately the safety glass held.  At 5 ft. 0, airbags might have made things worse prior to smart airbag technology.

Ironically I originally planned to sell that car after the end of my co-op with Applied Materials.  Instead I found myself car shopping for a new Grand Prix in Austin, Texas with my Mom.  There are so many memories of that 1989 Grand Prix though, I was very sad to see it go, despite its quirks.  My parents purchased the red 1989 Grand Prix new in 1989; I was 8 – and excited for a new family car.  Prior to that car, my Mom drove full-size vans that doubled as canoe livery vehicles throughout the summer.  Suffice to say my Mom was very happy to have a car again!  I was just as excited to go car shopping with my parents.  It was a 2-door, red, and sexy for its time.  Of course it was love at first sight.

One snowy Christmas Eve a year or so after my parents purchased the car, my parents, my sister, and I found ourselves helping a young woman who ended up in the ditch.  As we drove home from festivities at my grandparents’ home in Standish, we were nearly home when my parents saw a set of headlights in the ditch.  My Dad backed up the car and helped the driver, a young woman on her way to her parents’ home for Christmas.  My Mom, in her gorgeous fox coat, which my Dad had trapped for her, climbed into the backseat with me and my sister.  As the driver wasn’t badly hurt and didn’t want medical attention, we drove her to her parents’ home.  It is one of my favorite childhood memories.  When you are just newly 9 years-old, I suppose it passes for adventure.

I think the intention always was to hang onto that car until I was old enough to drive.  In the 1995 model year, Pontiac came out with an entirely redesigned Grand Prix, the wide track.  At the time my parents were friends with a couple who owned the local GM dealership.  Mr. W knew what he was doing and drove one of the new Grand Prixes over to my parents’ house.  All of us fell in love with that car.  Hook, line, sinker.  My Mom ended up with the car and the 1989 Grand Prix was put in the pole barn until I could drive.  At the time, there weren’t many 1995 Grand Prixes on the road yet, and my Mom got plenty of looks in her new car (of course it was red too).  At 14, I have to admit I was envious.

Now I had a car of my own!  I had nearly a year to play around with what would become my car, drive it in the campground, and set it up exactly as I wanted it.  I couldn’t wait to drive, even if it meant driving my little sister everywhere too.  A few months after I got my license, I ended up in my first fender-bender in that car one icy February morning on my way to school.  It was the first car crash my sister and I had ever been in.  We both just absolutely burst into tears – and then drove on to school and called Mom.

In many ways, it was E’s car too.  It seemed as though each school day my sister and I would fight over control of the radio and tape deck.  There were certain single tapes I had in the car that she insisted on playing over and over again; it drove me crazy.  I hate to admit this, but I used to make E pump my gas.  It was a while before I did it myself.  On cold winter nights, I picked her up from 4-H ski club, along with her skis, which we would have to put through the trunk into the backseat.  She even drove my car throughout my freshman year at Michigan State and had her 5 CD changer installed in the trunk.  Eventually, though, she ended up with my Dad’s old Jeep, which is an entire post on its own.

After my sophomore year at MSU I ended up with an internship at IBM out in Rochester, Minnesota.  There was only one problem:  I still wasn’t comfortable behind the wheel.  On my first day of driver’s education, back in June 1995, my cousin A, who is only 10 months older than me, ended up being hit head on by a drunk driver.  Fortunately A survived; the other driver did not.  A owned a white 1988 Grand Prix, and it too probably saved her life.

As one can imagine, her crash left an impression on me as a new driver, especially since we grew up together and went to the same schools.  I simply didn’t trust other drivers.  Things were better by my sophomore year at MSU, but the idea of driving out to Minnesota for the summer was daunting.  My Grandma ended up riding out to Rochester with me and then flew home.  By the end of the summer, I looked forward to the drive home by myself.

My drive home from Minnesota is one of my favorite memories of my 1989 Grand Prix.  I loaded up my sister’s 5 CD changer with my favorites and drove through Minnesota, Wisconsin, and the UP of Michigan.  It happened to be a gorgeous August day, and I was anxious to start getting ready for my year of adventures in Ecuador and Spain.  After all those years, I finally started to feel comfortable behind the wheel.

1989 Pontiac

If I learned how to drive in my 1989 Grand Prix, I learned to love to drive in my 2002 Grand Prix.  That poor car:  I put it through a lot!  It has a few trips from Michigan to Texas and back again on it, and almost exactly 183,000 miles when I turned it in last week.

The thing is:  It was not the original car I wanted.  My Mom talked me into it.  Sure, I wanted another Grand Prix, but I wanted a sexy gold 2001 with leather seats and a sun roof.  The cars happened to be about the same price.  My Mom talked me out of the gold 2-door though.  She brought up the fact that I’d probably be moving at least once after college and the 4-door gray would be infinitely more practical.  She couldn’t have been more right.  I moved several times with the help of that car.

The funny thing is that the 2002 I owned echoed some of the styling of the Grand Prixes of the 1970s.  As a child, the Mom of one of my best friends owned a chocolate brown late 1970s Grand Prix – a boat of a car.  I remember thinking how deep the backseats were back then.  The same goes for the 2002.  In fact, three of my little cousins, all siblings, ended up getting carsick riding in the backseat of my car.  I doubt any of the three could see out the side windows at the time.

2002 Grand Prix

Oddly, I can’t say I have any memories of dating in either of my cars.  I didn’t date in high school, and when I finally did date in college, we always ended up either not driving or taking my date’s car.  I do have very fond memories of my boyfriend Brian’s old Pontiac 6000 though.  It wasn’t particularly sexy or great looking, but Brian more than made up for that.  It was just a great car with even better memories.  Originally owned by Brian’s Grandma Menja (Marie), Brian drove the 6000 throughout high school and college.  Brian totaled the car in 2001 only to have it fixed up and continue driving it until after we graduated from college in 2004.

In fact, most of our first date – the worst blind date I’ve ever been on – took place in that car.  It happened to be a rainy, freezing late February night in 2000, and since we couldn’t decide what to do next on our date, we spent a good share of the evening just driving around Bay City, trying to get warm and dry after getting caught in a freezing rain walking along the riverfront.  After we finally got together in 2004, we always seemed to find ourselves driving around in that car.  We drove all over Lansing, East Lansing, and Michigan State.  I loved that car too and was sad to see it go.

One of the best memories I have of that car is coming home to my apartment in East Lansing on graduation day to see him sitting on the trunk of his Pontiac looking like the best graduation gift ever.  My family couldn’t come to the graduation ceremony for my Spanish degree from the College of Arts and Letters, they were coming the following day for my graduation from business school, so Brian decided to come.  Memories of that last semester of college and that spring are some of the best of my life, thanks largely to Brian.

Yeah, you could say that I liked Pontiacs.  I will never understand GM’s decision to kill the brand.  If they ever bring it back, I will definitely take a look at what they have to offer.  Since Pontiac’s demise in 2009, I’ve heard time and time again that the Aztec was to blame.  I have to admit, it is quite possibly the ugliest car I’ve ever seen, although I don’t think it was the sole reason why GM decided to kill Pontiac.  Unfortunately, Pontiac’s untimely demise left a huge hole in downtown Bay City.  Dunlap Pontiac closed its doors in downtown Bay City after 85 years in business.

I love cars, and I’m not sure if I could truly call myself a Michigander if I didn’t.  Last week I not only said goodbye to a car I owned for over 10 years, I said goodbye to a brand I loved.  I’m just glad my Mom still owns her 2007 Pontiac Solstice.  I loved my Pontiacs.  I love my new Chevy Malibu too.  What I really love is the freedom a car represents.  I think it is time for a road trip.  Feel free to share your car memories in the comments.

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StereoTerra and Memories

 

I just couldn’t help myself this week.  Sometimes there are things that just can’t help but remind you of better times; indeed, some of the best times of your life.  That is precisely what happened this week.  It all started a couple of weeks ago when a promoter for StereoTerra asked me if he could put up a poster promoting the new music festival in the store (for those not in the know, in my off-line life I manage a convenience store open 24 hrs. a day, 7 days a week, 365, and yes, we happen to sell gas).  I directed him to the adhoc bulletin board back by the bathrooms only to later realize he plastered several posters in strategic places around the store, which I had to promptly take down (unfortunately).  Despite this simple act of deception, I was intrigued.  He obviously believed in what he was promoting.  He even gave me and members of my crew free passes for the entire four day music festival.

For the record, StereoTerra is at this very moment being held in the aptly named Edenville, Michigan, a very small town set among several manmade lakes along the Tittabawassee River in mid-Michigan.  It is close enough that I’ve watched in amusement all week as 20-something wannabe hippies, eclectic band members, all manner of kids gearing up for a very long weekend of debauchery came parading through the store, huge Chevy vans and canoes in tow.  I loved every minute of it, and so did my crew.  And so the rumors flew.

Supposedly the good residents of Edenville did not want this four day music festival to happen.  It might have something to do with the hours.  StereoTerra’s eclectic line-up, which includes indie rock, folk, country, alternative, and just about everything in between, is set to run Thursday August 16th – Sunday August 19th 10 AM – 2 AM.  Well, as Edenville supposedly fought the festival, Midland County stepped in to help ensure the festival would happen.  Supposedly promoters spent tens of thousands of dollars clearing land for camping and venues for the music festival.  It became a simple matter of economics.  Midland County wanted the money, despite the threat of noise.  Heaven forbid anything takes place after 9 PM!

More than anything, I hope the festival is successful.  If all goes well, it is to become an annual event.  Michigan needs events like these, especially rural Michigan.  I have to say, even though I didn’t make use of my free pass, just the fact that StereoTerra is taking place so close to home, at this very moment, brings back so many wonderful memories.

Copyright Steve Snodgrass 2012

Ten long years ago I was in the exact right place at the exact right time with the exact right people.  I was living in Austin, Texas at the time and had the inside scoop for the first annual Austin City Limits Festival, held in Zilker Park, August 2002.  Ten years later, the festival is still going strong, despite rumors of it becoming much more commercial.  The funny thing is that I didn’t recognize many acts at the first ACL Fest, with the exception of Shawn Colvin (which is another story all together).  Today, what I wouldn’t give to see the lineup they have for ACL Fest 2012Jack White, of the White Stripes, Weezer, and most impressive of all, The Red Hot Chili Peppers are all in the lineup.  I honestly don’t know how I would’ve handled that lineup back then.  At the time, they happened to be three of my favorite bands.

So why do I have such fond memories of ACL Fest?  Several reasons.  First off, I hit the festival with two of my best friends in Austin, Andy and Cheryl.  Andy had a radio show on KOOP at the time, and Cheryl happened to be his manager.  We weren’t just your run of the mill kids who happened to be fans.  All three of us took music pretty seriously, but certainly not seriously enough not to have an amazing time.  On the first day Cheryl happened to lose her cell phone in the crowd.  As Andy, Cheryl, and I scoured the ground for her phone, Cheryl lost track of me.  After she found me, she told me a story that still lives on in legend.  Supposedly she saw a women, a women who happened to look JUST like me, jump on stage during Bob Schneider’s set.  This woman supposedly flashed him.  Somehow, under the influence of the strong Texas summer sun, Cheryl and I decided it would be fun to let Andy believe I flashed Bob Schneider.  At the time, Bob Schneider fronted several successful bands in Austin, including The Scabs and the Ugly Americans.  As you can see here, he is extremely good looking and still going strong.  Oh, and he’s talented too.  So yes, when we finally found Andy, Cheryl told him I’d flashed Bob Schneider.  I wish.

After one long day in the sun, goofing off, and listening to great music with friends, Andy and I went back for round two.  In the middle of the day we happened to be waiting for Shawn Colvin’s set when Andy did what he always did best.  Talk.  After he and I set out my quilt on the grass near the stage, he struck up a conversation with a group of very young soldiers from Fort Hood.  They were just a couple of years younger than me, probably ages 18-20 at the time.  More than anything they were incredibly angry they could be sent to Iraq at any time, and yet they couldn’t buy a beer on an insanely hot August day in Texas.  I think of those young men often and wonder how many of them served in Iraq and Afghanistan.  Were some them still stationed at Fort Hood when terrorism hit Kileen?  I will never know.

As the sun went down, Andy and I decided to move on.  We followed the throngs of people leaving Zilker Park and ended up hanging out at Shady Grove on Barton Springs.  The funny thing is that Shady Grove was packed.  Somehow they were letting people order takeout and set up on the lawn.  That is exactly what Andy and I did, throwing back Bohemia, the best Mexican beer I’ve ever had, and eating takeout.  That unique dining experience topped off an amazing weekend.  You just can’t beat an August music festival.

 

The Dixie Chicks (1998-2002)

Wide Open Spaces

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All political controversies and feuds with Toby Keith aside, I do truly love the music of the Dixie Chicks, even if I don’t agree with them. It is thanks to their music that I became interested in bluegrass at all. I have to admit I loved their music from the start with Wide Open Spaces. With Sin Wagon, where do I even begin? It will always remind me of a weekend hanging out with one of my best friends in San Marcos, drinking, and trying to figure out why men are they way they are. We, of course, came to no definite conclusions. At least we had fun. Goodbye Earl doesn’t really need any explanation.

Evidently Natalie Maines never learned never to bite the hand that feeds her.  Check out what happened recently.  Link below.  Please shut up and sing already.  Please.  I know that sounds so mean, but she seems desperate for attention.

On The Air

I’ve long loved radio and decided to put all my favorites in one place.  I’m not sure when I first loved listening to the radio, but as a child, I remember listening with headphones late into the night, long after I was supposed to be asleep.  I also made plenty of mix tapes.  That doesn’t even mention one of my favorite childhood pastimes, creating radio stations, original jingles included, using a Fischer Price tape recorder.  Today, I can’t stand to be in a car without the radio on.  Enjoy.

Michigan State University Student Radio

Impact 89FM
The Fix

My senior year at MSU I decided to get involved with the major student radio station on campus.  It is something I did purely for my personal enjoyment.  I love music, and playing music, that much.  Everyone involved with Impact 89FM starts out on their online training station The Fix.  After learning the basics, you are left alone to spin music for a few hours by yourself.  You can’t imagine how much fun I had in the studio!  My only regret is that I didn’t get involved as a freshman.

Mid-Michigan Favorites

WHNN-FM
94.5 The Moose
98 KCQ
102.5 WIOG

WSGW – NEWSRADIO 790
FM TALK 100.5 AND SPORTS!

WCMU / CMU Public Radio

The radio stations I always associate with my childhood are WHNN-FM and 102.5 WIOG.  Throughout my later elementary school years, I rode to school with my Mom, who taught 6th grade at the time.  She listed to WHNN-FM every morning to catch Johnny Burke’s morning show.  Thanks to that station, I know the music of the 50s, 60s, and 70s pretty well – and appreciate it.  I still listen to Johnny Burke every morning on my way to work.  WHNN-FM covers a huge chunk of Michigan.

While WHNN-FM catered to my parents’ generation, 102.5 WIOG is still home to current pop.  It was the radio station as a teenager.  Like WHNN-FM, 102.5 WIOG has a huge reach.  Unless you liked country as a teenager, you listened to 102.5 WIOG.  Back in the 90s, mainstream alternative and SKA ruled the air waves.

94.5 The Moose and 98 KCQ are the two big country stations in Mid-Michigan.  Growing up, I hated country music.  Now, there is a lot of it I love.  In my opinion, pop isn’t nearly as relevant as it once was.  Country is now the genre featuring the best artists and innovation.  I grew up a fan of Michael Jackson, Madonna, Motown, and the Beatles.  Today I love Toby Keith, Blake Sheldon, Miranda Lambert, and even the Dixie Chicks.  Go figure.

News, Talk, The Tigers

Fox News Radio

WSGW – NEWSRADIO 790
FM TALK 100.5 AND SPORTS!

Driving anywhere with my Grandma during the summer months meant the Detroit Tigers on WSGW – NEWSRADIO 790 and Ernie Harwell.  Any radio broadcast of the Tigers will remind me always and forever of my Grandma.

Back in the day FM TALK 100.5 AND SPORTS! actually turned into a pirate radio station for a while.  I love the concept of anything to do with pirates.  Before that, it happened to be an alternative to 102.5 WIOG.

Austin, Texas

KOOP :: Community Radio for Austin, TX – KOOP Hornsby-Austin

Where do I even begin with KOOP?  It is the reason why I love Austin so much to this day.  Somehow I consented to go on a blind date with a man who happened to be very involved with KOOP.  At the time, he hosted the show ATX Live.  He is still involved with KOOP after serving as president of the co-op for several years.  Today he serves as the Tech Team Area Coordinator for KOOP.

At the time, his involvement with KOOP led to us spending plenty of time together checking out local bands, artists, and even festivals.  Andy even introduced me to one of my best friends in Austin, his former manager Cheryl.  Of course, they originally meet through KOOP.  I can’t begin to imagine Austin without the music.

It was directly as a result of Andy’s involvement in KOOP that I decided to go back to MSU and get involved with the Impact 89FM, even if only for one semester.

You can read more about my experiences in Austin below:

Ten Long Years … | Ramblings of a Misguided Blonde

NPR

WCMU / CMU Public Radio
NPR : National Public Radio : News & Analysis, World, US, Music & Arts : NPR
Fresh Air from WHYY : NPR
Arts & Life : NPR

Below is an article discussing a recent interview on NPR.  It is the perfect example of why I tune in.

Meryl Streep: The Fresh Air Interview : NPR

Internet

Pandora Radio – Listen to Free Internet Radio, Find New Music
The Beatles

Undoubtedly the internet is saving the radio from obscurity.  I love the fact that in many cases fans can now go to the website of their favorite band and/or artist and listen in.  In particular, I love The Beatles website for this.  Not only do they play everything in the Beatles’ catalog, they play John, Paul, George, and Ringo’s solo work as well.  What is there not to like?

Greetings From The Third Coast: To Michigan, With Love

It all began this morning while making my usual Facebook rounds.  I saw that a friend of my brother posted a YouTube video featuring a vintage travelogue of Michigan from the 1940s.  I just had to share it.  Michigan is home and has been for all branches of my family going back generations now.  As much as it kills me to admit this, I am a Michigander to the core.  I’ve lived in Michigan most of my life thus far, I graduated from Michigan State University, and the Great Lakes are in my blood.  I even grudgingly admit that I have a Michigan, not Canadian or Minnesotan, accent.  Yes my fellow Michiganders there is such a thing.

Once there was a time in my life when I desperately wanted to leave it all behind.  Just like so many other people in my family, I wanted to live in Texas.  My family’s off-again, on-again love affair with Texas is a separate issue that could easily fill another post.  Oddly enough, it extends to both sides of my family.  Why do I bring this up?  I bring it up because it was through my experiences in Texas, and those of a cousin, that I realized Michiganders are unique.

Let me explain.  I have an older cousin who lived in Texas herself for a year or two.  I followed suit after graduating from college.  I then noticed something when I came home.  She and I had our own accents.  It didn’t last long as we reverted back to our Michigan accents, but for a while, if one carefully listened to how we spoke, it became easy to identify the Texas influence in our speech.  I loved it.  We had our own version of Spanglish.  Texigan?

The entire experience, which I may have mostly imagined, made me think long and hard about the impact of place on culture.  It then occurred to me that, if it were geographically possible, the place that I’d feel most comfortable would be with one foot in Michigan and the other in Texas.  Here’s the problem.  I love Michigan.  My entire family is here, I can’t imagine not living near so much fresh water, and the change of seasons is great, even when someone decides to cancel winter.

Where do I even begin with Texas?  I love the independent spirit of Texas, and unfortunately, I find it seriously lacking in most Michiganders, much of my family excluded.  There is a reason why Texans are fixin’ to do just about anything.  Michiganders, not so much.  Texans know how to recognize people with big hats and no cattle.  Michigan would be so much better off if we could develop that sixth-sense!

Unfortunately I am much more politically aligned with Texans than I am with Michiganders.  I despise most unions, I can’t stand political apathy, and I am all for limited government that recognizes the rights of the individual.  I’ve watched my entire life as Michigan hedged all of her bets on a dying auto industry.  Instead of trying to build new industry here, we shipped our best and brightest off to Texas, Arizona, and California.  Especially Texas.

Texas continues to reinvent itself and roll with the punches, exactly what Michigan needed to do and needs to do now.  Texans had the foresight to embrace technology in all forms instead of relying solely on oil and ranching.  I think of Michigan and see nothing but lost opportunity.  It deeply saddens me.  I truly love Michigan and care about the state.  I just hope the recent signs of life here are the start of something wonderful.  Michigan does have a history of reinventing herself too; it is just that the entire process is hindered by misguided politicians and union influence.  Maybe almost losing it all will finally wake up those eternally skeptical Michiganders.

Below are a few videos of interest:

The video above is the video I came across this morning that inspired this post. The video below is an inspiring version of “Michigan My Michigan” that honors those Michigan soldiers that fought for the union. I’m proud to say that I have a great-great grandfather who was among them.

Below is an attempt to explain the Michigan accent. It freaks me out because my recorded voice sounds so similar to hers. If you ever wondered what I sound like, this video will give you a pretty good idea.

Beaumont Tower at Michigan State University

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Ten Long Years …

Austin Texas Lake Front

Image by StuSeeger via Flickr

Ten years ago began one of the best, if not the most inspiring, years of my life thus far.  2002 still conjures up such a mess of emotions and memory, almost all wonderful.  It began interestingly enough.  A few days into the new year I flew to Cáceres, Spain to begin a semester long study abroad program at la Universidad de Extremadura.  I will always have endless memories of Spain, but things did not start out as planned.

As with any year, I began 2002 cleaning up the mistakes, missteps, and crises of 2001.  At 21, it all involved the men in my life at the time.  It also involved my semester long study abroad program in Quito, Ecuador and the aftermath of September 11, 2001.  What’s important to note here is not the assortment of men in my life or specific details of what happened in my life as a result of 9/11 but the simple fact that I was emotionally drained from another banner year in my life:  2001.

Throughout my first few weeks in Spain, I really didn’t know what to do with myself.  I just needed space to figure out what I wanted out of life.  Ten years later and I am still trying to figure out the details.  Fortunately it didn’t take long for me to fall in love with Spain and my classes, especially my class in art history.  I spent every long weekend of the program traveling to new destinations in Spain and eventually Portugal.  I visited Madrid, Sevilla, Málaga and la Costa del Sol, Toledo, Salamanca, Ronda, Granada, Barcelona, and Lisboa.  I’m grateful for the foresight of the professors of the program.  If it hadn’t been for the long weekends, I would not have had the opportunity to truly explore Spain.  It inspired me in countless ways to visit every week the very works we studied in class.  Somewhere along the way I began to truly enjoy myself and flourished.  Little did I know then that the best was yet to come.

One of my last days in Cáceres a package arrived at my front door holding the key to yet more adventure.  It contained the agreement for my position as a co-op with Applied Materials in Austin, Texas.  I had planned the entire experience nearly two years before as an undergraduate business student at Michigan State.  At that time I was determined to land an internship at the end of my sophomore year.  I did.  In fact, I ended up landing an internship with IBM throughout the summer of 2001.  Applied Materials also wanted me as a co-op that year.  By that time I knew that I wanted to spend an entire year abroad.  I simply asked the hiring manager at Applied Materials if I could work as a co-op the following year.  He said yes.  After spending a summer in Rochester, Minnesota working for IBM, completing a semester long study abroad program in Quito, Ecuador, completing another semester in Cáceres, Spain, I was about to spend six months living and working in Austin, Texas.

In fact, I only had a month to prepare for my new job in Austin after arriving home from Spain.  I arrived in Michigan the first week in May and my first day of work in Austin was slated for mid-June.  I couldn’t wait.  As eager as I was to get back to MSU to complete my degree, I knew that working for Applied Materials was an experience I couldn’t pass up.  I’d finally get a true taste of life after college; it would not be just another summer job.  I wouldn’t return to Michigan State until January 2003 after traveling the globe for 18 months.

How do I even begin to describe my six months in Austin, Texas?  I truly fell in love.  I fell in love with the city itself and Texas as a whole.  In fact, I fell in love with the very idea of Texas.  Texas truly is like a whole other country.  In fact, I later drove across a good share of it on my way home from Austin, heartbroken.

The strange thing is that the entire experience didn’t start out well at all.  I loved working for Applied, but wasn’t happy with the apartment I sublet.  After only being in Austin for a month and a half, I found myself in a bad car accident on my way to work, my car totaled and my big toe broken.  At 21, I was lucky to be alive.  As I adjusted to the leg splint and put things back together, something amazing happened.

When I first arrived in Austin I befriended a new coworker who happened to be going through the two week orientation training session with me.  She and I became fast friends.  She became bound and determined to fix me up with one of her old coworkers at Motorola.  Andy.  Over those first weeks in Austin, my friend told me a lot about him, but he never seemed to be home.  In fact, I wouldn’t get to meet him for nearly a month due to his trip to Perú.  I almost forgot about him by the time a blind date was arranged.

Looking back, what a strange set of circumstances under which I met Andy.  We met just as I was literally getting back on my feet after the accident.  Instead of a leg splint that took up half of my leg, I finally had a walking cast.  Andy suggested that we go to Flipnotics to check out a local act.  Here’s the thing about Flipnotics:  it is a two-story building with a trendy shop taking up the entire first floor with a bar taking up the second.  In order for us to check out the band and hang out at the bar, I had to walk up a large flight of stairs in a walking cast.  Andy appeared mortified.  I didn’t care; I was embarrassed myself.  There was no way I was going to let a silly situation ruin my night.

We spent the night drinking beer, talking about all we had in common, which was a lot, and enjoying the act Andy hoped to book on his radio show, ATX Live.  To this day Andy is one of the most interesting men I’ve ever met.  By day an engineer, by night a DJ at a co-op radio station.  At the time he still hosted ATX live; he later became president of the co-op radio station.  It was through him that I began to enjoy myself in Austin.

We never had a romantic relationship, but we did become very good friends.  He soon introduced me to his manager and friend Cheryl.  She became one of the best friends I’ve ever had.  If I saw her today I have no doubt we could just start up again right where we left off.  Not many men can introduce you to a new good friend; Andy did.  That’s the thing about Andy and Cheryl:  they got me.  We spent hours checking out new bands, solo artists, etc.  We attended the very first Austin City Limits festival together.  Cheryl and I were there when Andy’s RK surgery to correct his vision went terribly wrong.  After he recovered his sight, we threw him a “dressed to be seen”/Halloween/late birthday party at his house that became legendary among us.  After all of my years of not fitting in high school and being mostly a loner in a college, I finally had a great group of friends that I truly loved.

After the accident I had to move almost immediately.  It turned out that my sublet was only through the summer.  I panicked.  Fortunately, through Applied Materials internal classifieds system, I found a great place to live.  Karen became another great friend in Austin.  She had just built her home before the stock market plummeted and wanted to test out the idea of a renter.  We became fast friends, bonding over Beatles music.  I loved living in her house.  It felt as though I was living with one of my favorite aunts for three months, and I enjoyed every minute of it.  As my return to Michigan loomed, we hosted a combination goodbye/birthday/Christmas party for me.  I did not want to go home.

I’ll never forget leaving Austin on that foggy morning in mid-December.  I cried.  I had never felt my life come so completely together as it did in Austin.  I wanted to stay, but I felt that I had to go back to MSU to complete my degree.  I always planned to return.  I still miss the people, the music, and the fun.  It didn’t quite work out that way I planned.  Despite my best intention and efforts, I never did get a job in Austin after graduation.

I’m not sure why I am looking back to 2002 now other than to say that it is time to move on.  I loved my life in Austin.  For whatever reason, I haven’t been able to recreate that deep sense of happiness in Bay City.  I need to figure out what I need to be truly happy and go after it.  Life is too damn short to be miserable.  There will always be a part of me that will treasure all of those experiences I had in 2001 and 2002.  There are days when I just look in the mirror and wonder what happened to the girl who risked everything for adventure.

Blake Shelton – Austin

Songwriters:  David Kent, Kirsti Manna

She left without leavin’ a number
Said she needed to clear her mind
He figured she’d gone back to Austin
‘Cause she talked about it all the time
It was almost a year before she called him up
Three rings and an answering machine is what she got

If you’re callin’ ’bout the car I sold it
If this is Tuesday night, I’m bowling
If you’ve got somethin’ to sell
You’re wastin’ your time, I’m not buyin’
If it’s anybody else, wait for the tone, you know what to do
And P.S. if this is Austin, I still love you

The telephone fell to the counter
She heard but she couldn’t believe
What kind of man would hang on that long
What kind of love that must be
She waited three days and then she tried again
She didn’t know what she’d say but she heard three rings and then

If it’s Friday night I’m at the ballgame
And first thing Saturday, if it don’t rain
I’m headed out to the lake
And I’ll be gone all weekend long
But I’ll call you back when I get home on Sunday afternoon
And P.S. if this is Austin, I still love you

Well, this time she left her number
But not another word
Then she waited by the phone on Sunday evenin’
And this is what he heard

If you’re callin’ ’bout my heart
It’s still yours
I should’ve listened to it a little more
Then it wouldn’t have taken me so long to know where I belong
And by the way, boy, this is no machine you’re talkin’ to
Can’t you tell, this is Austin and I still love you

I still love you.

Don’t Mess With Texas, Ever

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Why Texas Has Its Own Power Grid – Slate Magazine

I did not know that Texas has its own power grid until tonight, despite having lived in Texas twice.  I can’t say that it surprises me.  Texas is all about self-reliance and productivity, which is why I love the entire idea of Texas.  Texans are right to be so damn proud of their state.  I’d move back to Texas in a heartbeat if given the opportunity.

That aside, the explanation given in the article above is correct.  Texas’s grid, like so much of the modern world, has roots in the World War II era.  Ironically, the article dates to 2003 and the era shortly after the northeast blackout.  As a student at Michigan State University at that time, I didn’t even know the blackout occurred until I came home from class.  MSU has its own power plant; we were out of the loop.

By the way, I also learned that Texas modeled its capitol building in downtown Austin after the US capitol building.  Of course, the capitol building in Texas is 15 ft. taller than the US capitol.  Go figure!

Building A Creative Community

Live Music Capital of the World!

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360 Main Street – Artists Need to Help Build a Strong Arts Community

Austin, as usual, has been on my mind.  I’m often asked WHY I loved it so much.  Quite frankly, it came down to the music.  Austin isn’t known as the Live Music Capital of the World for nothing.  It all came down to the music and the creative atmosphere that permeates the city.

We need a larger arts community here desperately.  The article above sounds like a start.  Much more later.  I had a much longer, much more in-depth post to share with you.  I lost it!  Don’t worry.  I’ll be back with one that is even bigger and better.

Lindsey

Contrary to Popular Belief; No, I Never Flashed Bob Schneider!

It is funny how you forget certain things, even regarding very important times in your life. After talking to my pal Cheryl last night (Cheryl is one of my best buds from Austin, Texas), she brought up a cruel joke that we played on our friend Andy (excuse me, Andrew).

Back in 2002, Cheryl, Andrew, and I attended the First Annual Austin City Limits Festival. A wonderful hot summer weekend under the Texas sun listening to great music with great friends. At one point, Cheryl lost her cell phone. As the three of us split up looking for it, somehow Andrew and Cheryl were convinced that they saw me near the stage, if not on it. Cheryl and I were then alone for a minute, and we decided that we were going to play a little trick on Andrew.

You see, Bob Schneider, a famous Austin musician who not only has a solo career, but fronts several great bands, was on stage. I had only recently become acquainted with Bob and his bands thanks to my roommate Karen. Bob’s set at ACL Fest was one of the acts that I did not want to miss.

It was conceivable that Andrew and Cheryl thought that I had worked my way up to the stage. Cheryl’s idea was this (and yes Cheryl, it was YOUR idea): Hey, let’s tell Andy that you flashed Bob Schneider. So, we did. I have never in my life flashed anyone (except maybe my boyfriend Brian). Up until 2006 when Cheryl broke the news to Andrew, he was convinced that he had corrupted me all those years ago.

The sad thing is that I forgot all about this, and I am not even 30 yet! What am I going to remember about my days in Austin when I am 80? I am just glad that Cheryl reminded me, and that we were able to pull one over on a very smart guy for so long. I will never ever forget how much fun I had in those few short months of hanging out with Cheryl and Andrew. And yes, I still listen to Bob Schneider’s solo work from time to time.

Lindsey

"The Incubus Files"

“The Incubus Files” was a improv Halloween performance put on during October 2002 in Austin, Texas. For whatever reason, I thought about it the other night. Quite simply, it was one of the most chilling theatrical experiences of my life. While it was supposed to be lighthearted Halloween fun, the fact that it dealt with real life horrors such as the murders supposedly committed by Lizzy Borden, as well as the impossibly dark visions of Aldolf Hitler, made it something else.

Before I go any further, you have to realize that Cheryl (my best friend while I lived in Austin) and I were always up for strange, unique theatrical or musical performances. While Andy was usually willing to go along, he thought that this just seemed a little too off-beat for him. Indeed, there are some very good reasons why “Keep Austin Weird” is a popular movement there (and the off-beat gives the city a lot of its appeal).

Well, “The Incubus Files” was held in an old warehouse in a relatively seemy part of Austin. Actually, the setting was perfect. The premise of the show was that certain items from horrific crimes in the 19th and 20th centuries hold a certain fascination with the public. The question remains whether the objects held power over the killers or whether the killers imposed their will on the objects. For example, the entire building was set up as a “museum” to showcase items such as Hitler’s pillow and Lizzy Borden’s ax (there were several others as well, but those were the most famous). In other words, it was a shrine to the macabre.

The warehouse and audience was divided into three or four different “rooms” or “scenes.” Each room contained a different macabre item showcased in an elaborate set. Actors would then come and tell various tales surrounding the items and interact with the audience. The actual show depended on the audience, and if one were so inclined, he or she would have had a different experience each time they saw the show. In order to keep audiences and actors moving along, a chilling buzzer would sound. Audiences would then move on to the next horror.

Actually, the fact that the horrors touched upon in “The Incubus Files” were real, along with the creepy buzzer, was what truly terrified me. In fact, the buzzer reminded me of a strange experience I had in a hostel in the Costa del Sol, Spain (after my experiences studying abroad, the movie “Hostel” particularly disturbed me; it simply made me realize just how easily it could happen). In the end, Cheryl and I spent an evening getting downright scared.

True lovers of the macabre, Cheryl and I went on a “ghost tour” of Austin during the fall of 2004 (after I moved to Houston in 2004, I visited her one weekend in Austin, and she then came to visit me in Houston one weekend). It was pretty predictable and not very scary, but there are a few things that stand out from that night. First of all, the tour was tied up with an exhibit on the supernatural at the downtown arts center. The exhibit was actually much better than the “ghost tour.” In fact, there was a tribute to those who died on September 11, 2001 that I will never forget. It was titled “September 12, 2001.” It started out with a moving panel showing a busy, lively New York street scene with many, many people. Then, it changes and the panel then just shows shadows of the people who were in the original piece. The implication was that New York City had thousands of new ghosts on September 12, 2001. It was moving and chilling all at the same time.

In addition, there were personal testimonies of paranormal. One of the most chilling was an audio recording of someone telling of their experience of seeing a ghost van (as in a van similar to that used in “The Texas Chainsaw Massacre”). Supposedly “The Texas Chainsaw Massacre” was filmed in north Austin (north Austin is actually now a mecca for those wishing to make low-budget films). According to the audio recording, the ghost van was seen on what is now a relatively well-traveled north Austin road. At the time, there wasn’t much development there at all (late 70s, early 80s). For whatever reason, the telling of this tale was incredibly terrifying. I happened to know the exact area he was talking about. That fact, along with my all too active imagination, sent chills down my spine.

It is true that you can find horror, terror, and ghosts in any city, but for whatever reason, Austin has more than its share (not to mention Texas itself). The history of Texas and Austin (as well as San Antonio) are passionate and filled with hope, despair, and reinvention. Every group that has claimed Texas as its own has left an indelible mark on its history and culture.

Lindsey